Monday, December 6, 2010

追逐遥不可及的完美男子

我常常疑问,到底人可以有多疯狂的迷恋某个人?疯狂到哪一个程度?我看见的,是为了他,能够不惜一切金钱,时间,与精神, 从一个国度跟随到另一个国度的痴追。对于那遥不可及的距离,还能存在怎么样的幻想呢。追逐,只为了他偶尔回眸望一望人群的眼神和笑容。追逐,只为了见他近距离的一面。直到自己亲身在粉丝群中推挤,我依然不明白,我甚至质疑这价值在哪里?虽然完美男子的身影,的确让我的心也泛起了一阵涟漪,直赞叹他的风采。不让青春留白,作为记忆的一部分,我仅能如此说服自己。或许,我的潜意识告诉我说,追逐的方式有很多种;喜欢,可以透过观赏他的演绎作品幻想,可以看着他的照片发呆,也可以是听着他的歌睡着。相信,他可以感受到自己的魅力,和我们默默喜欢着他的心意。

Sunday, September 26, 2010

梦境

闭上眼
广阔的宇宙属于自己的
坐上时光机
穿梭自如
你的世界他的领域
参与你的梦想
加入他的生活
任由想象挥洒色彩

我的梦
怀念着从前
编织着未来
创作家
音乐人
大老板
小员工
跑新闻
做设计
仿佛想把每一个角色
都演一遍

Thursday, September 16, 2010

爱上驻唱歌手

还记得,第一次到海螺民歌餐厅出席朋友的生日聚餐。在那里,我发觉我很喜欢单纯地静静的坐在角落看着有艺术气息的驻唱歌手唱歌,缓缓搅拌着杯子的边缘,细细啜吸着香甜的饮料,聆听着他们的歌声环绕在耳际。

昨夜,在咖啡馆的聚会再次让我的心悸动。眼神总会不经意飘向驻唱台的他,听着他略微沙哑的低沉歌声,心里跟着他的旋律在哼调。好想,有一天能遇上一个音乐人,我背靠着他,听他自弹自唱。我想,这样的一天,会让我很享受悠闲很幸福微笑吧。

或许是自己也很希望拥有歌唱天份吧,或许是自己的心底会说我也想把歌唱得像他们一样动听吧!所以不知觉,就爱上了他们勇于表演,与兴趣结合的工作,也爱上了带给我美妙夜晚的他们。

Thursday, March 25, 2010

Where is my passion?

Since i last post my article on Future and the first chapter: time machine, three months had pass by. When i look back, this is the time i am really wondering, where is my passion gone? Where is the passion that burnt inside me when i first have the idea and start transforming the thoughts into real work to be shared with others? This is not the first time, but had happened many times.

First in my secondary school, i start writing novels with my freinds, promise to exchange and read our stories. However, that story i only able to finish until the 3rd chapter. Till now, it never have an ending. Then i have a idea of owning a webpage, so called "文字酒吧" as a place for writers to share and others to enjoy the beautiful of word's miracle. I finished with the whole plan of proposal, but never the action of setting up the page. I want to self-learning the language of Japanese, i started the first chapter...i want to read books, i bought them...i want to go travel, i read information...and now, i want to start a new blog on my future, i did the first chapter...and that's it! That's all i have done. Am i lazy? Am i fed up? Am i not patient enough to complete them?

I wish i could find the passion that hide inside myself and let it burn forever. I wish and i must complete at least one great thing in my life~